Why?

Once upon a time there was a boy named William. He was bullied at school. Unfortunately no one cares about him until he killed himself. He hangs himself and leaves a letter.

"i moved to this town to make a new start, a fresh start. But in the end, i didn't get what i expected.

Friendship isn't always what you think it is. it could be the worst thing that ever happened to you. I was betrayed by my own friend. They did something that i can never forget. I was really embarrassed and disappointed.

I cried in my room in loneliness. No one even care about me. I have been crying all day and i can't stop. My eyes are so red and hurt. I can't evem talk without crying. All i can see and feel is pain, sadness. Being betrayed is the worst thing ever. I don't have a light anymore, no butterflies, no rainbow, no sun. My forest is dead.

whenever and wherever i am, bad things will always come for me. My experienced in high school was horrible. They destroy my reputation, they broke my spirit, and they broke my soul. I always looking for my happy ending, my happiness. But it's useless, i don't have energy to live. There is a million reasons why i should give up. I am extremely in pain. I can't take all this pain anymore.

All i can think is what if the only way not to feel bad is to stop feeling anything at all, forever?

There was yesterday, but there is no tomorrow for me."

Everyone is just so nice until they drive him to kill himself.

Why we need blogging or vlogging?

I think making a blog or vlog is like sharing to people. Blog and vlog is a place where you can express yourself and share your thoughts. They're like a diary, you can do things like funny, silly, crazy, unique, and educative.
so why do we need blog or vlog? well, they can entertain you with their activity. There is always lessons we can get from someone's life.

ABOUT ME

First of all, I am not good at making a blog. I actually don't want to make one but my teacher gave me an assignment to do. This is one of the assignment, i have to write about myself in the blog. so let's start from my name. My full name is Maheswara Rabbani. My friends called me Mahes. I am 15 years old, in February i will turn into 16. I am a student in one of senior highschool on Cibubur.
I like watching movie. If i have free time, i'm gonna use them to watch any movie. My favorite genre is sci-fi, horror, and adventure. I kinda hate drama movie. It is so boring to watch, too much drama.
What else should i write about me?
I think i'm gonna end the article here. See you on my next post.